{"id":69254,"date":"2023-11-06T01:21:11","date_gmt":"2023-11-06T01:21:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/likecelebwn.com\/?p=69254"},"modified":"2023-11-06T01:21:11","modified_gmt":"2023-11-06T01:21:11","slug":"what-no-one-ever-tells-you-about-having-a-facelift","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/likecelebwn.com\/lifestyle\/what-no-one-ever-tells-you-about-having-a-facelift\/","title":{"rendered":"What no one ever tells you about having a facelift!"},"content":{"rendered":"
Seeing my jowly, wrinkled 55-year-old face and turkey neck looking mockingly back at me from the video call on my phone screen \u2014 a disturbing mix of the woman I once was and my mother during her twilight years \u2014 was bad enough.<\/p>\n
But beside that of the plumped-with-collagen beauty of my 19-year-old daughter FaceTiming me from university, it was nothing short of misery-inducing.<\/p>\n
Video-calling is Isobel\u2019s preferred way of communicating since she left home, so this past year I\u2019ve had plenty of opportunities to study my every facial flaw, from my double chin and frown lines to my drawn cheeks \u2014 caused by the loss of collagen which once scaffolded them.<\/p>\n
Let me be clear: watching my daughter blossom into a young woman brings me enormous joy, and I have never felt an iota of jealousy about her youthful looks (her whirlwind of a social life is another matter).<\/p>\n
Nor would I want to turn back the clock to when I was her age \u2014 I\u2019m far too tired to \u2018do it all again\u2019.\u00a0<\/p>\n
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Helen before and after her non-surgical facelift, which was designed for peri and post-menopausal women by dermatologist Dr Leah Totton<\/p>\n
It\u2019s just that without her perfect complexion for close comparison, I might have been able to delude myself that the past decades hadn\u2019t taken such a visible toll.<\/p>\n
Of course, some might think it wrong to send a signal to my daughter that we women must cling on to our youth to feel good about ourselves. Her dad would never dream of having \u2018tweakments\u2019.<\/p>\n
But what\u2019s more important to me is that Isobel knows we have a choice \u2014 and that includes gilding the lily.<\/p>\n
While not so deluded as to imagine I could ever regain my skin\u2019s teenage elasticity, I decided that if I was going to have to confront my every facial expression in video calls, it was time to take a small stand against gravity.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m already no stranger to Botox, though time and financial constraints have meant I can go a year between treatments. Sadly, though, it has done nothing much to reverse the below-the-eyes slide.<\/p>\n
Then, almost a decade ago, in my mid-40s, I had a thread lift. Here, using a needle, fine threads are sewn into the face beneath the subcutaneous layer of fat, then pulled tight, gently lifting sagging skin. The effects are said to last a couple of years, and for me they\u2019ve long since worn off.<\/p>\n
So, I returned to dermatologist Dr Leah Totton, who performed my procedure back in 2014, to see if there was any hope of recreating the same results now.<\/p>\n
She recommended a non-surgical facelift she has specifically designed for peri and post-menopausal women who, like me, thanks to plummeting oestrogen levels, find themselves recoiling from the old lady staring back at them in the mirror.<\/p>\n
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Turning back time: Helen Carroll with therapist Katie Barrett (far left) and Dr Leah Totton<\/p>\n
\u2018Non-surgical facelifts and \u201ccombination treatments\u201d are the future of aesthetic medicine, and allow us to showcase how you can look fabulous without going under the knife or looking \u201cdone\u201d,\u2019 says Dr Leah, who set up her clinics, including the one I see her at in London\u2019s Marylebone, after winning the BBC series The Apprentice in 2013.<\/p>\n
Costing \u00a34,750, the treatment is a more temporary alternative to the traditional facelift, which can set you back as much as \u00a340,000 with some of London\u2019s top plastic surgeons.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Nor is it a quick fix: the whole process takes up to four months, including downtime afterwards.<\/p>\n
My treatment began in late spring this year, with Morpheus 8. This is a radio-frequency microneedling treatment which stimulates the body\u2019s natural collagen and elastin production and promises to resurface, tighten and lift the face (including the eye area) and neck.<\/p>\n
The very thought of the \u2018needling\u2019 was enough to make me want to run for the door, as I imagined the delicate skin on my face being repeatedly pricked by dozens of sharp pins \u2014 and Morpheus 8 has been called the world\u2019s most painful treatment.<\/p>\n
But Leah assured me that I\u2019d be slathered in anaesthetic cream beforehand and prescribed a 2mg dose of diazepam \u2014 what a doctor might recommend for an anxious passenger before a flight \u2014 20 minutes before each treatment.<\/p>\n
I\u2019d taken diazepam once before, years ago, with no ill effects, and as I lay on the bed, the Morpheus 8 machine powering into life beside me, I felt the same glorious sense of relaxation I get after that first glass of Sauvignon Blanc \u2014 and this time with none of the calories.<\/p>\n
Thanks to the anaesthetic cream, the lower half of my face was numb, but once Katie Barrett, an advanced aesthetic therapist and the clinic\u2019s Morpheus 8 expert, reached my forehead, which, unlike the cheeks and chin has no padding, the micro-needles stung so much that my mascara ran down my face.<\/p>\n
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Helen before and after the treatment, which in total takes up to four months, including downtime afterwards<\/p>\n
Determined to stay the course and get the full effects, I counted down the seconds until the 20-minute treatment was finally over.\u00a0<\/p>\n
The pain stopped immediately, so I could have walked out of the clinic that day imagining I\u2019d had something as superficial as a facial.<\/p>\n
I left with warnings not to put anything on my face \u2014 not even water \u2014 for 24 hours and no moisturiser or make-up for 48 hours.<\/p>\n
The needles had left pin-pricks, which looked like tiny blood blisters, beneath my eyes (though these healed within days). Keeping my face clean and dry was essential to reduce the risk of infection.<\/p>\n
While I\u2019d been told not to expect to see much improvement after the first treatment, I was instantly less jowly and my jawline more visible than it had been in years. Even my husband, Dillon, who is not known for his observational skills, said I looked \u2018fresh-faced\u2019.<\/p>\n
Although Dillon hadn\u2019t attempted to talk me out of it, I\u2019m sure he would have done, had it involved risking surgery and an anaesthetic.\u00a0<\/p>\n
As it was, when I gave him a brief outline of what the treatment entailed, he said I was \u2018mad\u2019 to subject myself to such discomfort, merely to knock a few years off my face.<\/p>\n
Another uncomfortable Morpheus 8 treatment followed a month later, and a final one a month after that.<\/p>\n
I could see why a course of three such treatments, which alone cost \u00a32,700, is enough for those who are squeamish about having their face \u2018sewn\u2019, as mine already looked tauter and plumper.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Better still, those improvements will continue over the coming months as the \u2018trauma\u2019 caused by the micro-needles encourages the natural production of collagen.<\/p>\n
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Morpheus 8 is a radio-frequency microneedling treatment which stimulates the body\u2019s natural collagen and elastin production and promises to resurface, tighten and lift the face (including the eye area) and neck<\/p>\n
However, in my vanity, I\u2019d signed up for the full works \u2014 and so in late July, a month after the final session, I was booked in for my face and neck thread lift.<\/p>\n
Like childbirth, I\u2019d clearly blanked out the less pleasant details of the previous one, but Dr Leah reminded me that the local anaesthetic she injected into my face to numb it before inserting the threads had, last time, left me shaking uncontrollably.<\/p>\n
This time, she told me she would reduce the amount of adrenaline in the preparation, as I\u2019m clearly sensitive to it, and I was under strict orders to avoid caffeine, which can exacerbate the shakes, on the morning of the procedure.<\/p>\n
As a committed tea-drinker, I couldn\u2019t get myself through the morning without a couple of mugs of English Breakfast, though I kept that information to myself and hoped for the best.<\/p>\n
Thankfully, there was no shaking this time, although memories of the needle pulling the thread through the skin around my jawline, then tugging through my cheeks and back out near my temples, came flooding back.<\/p>\n
Four threads were inserted in each cheek, plus two on either side of my neck \u2014 and once all eight were all in place, Dr Leah tugged at them.<\/p>\n
I could feel the flesh being yanked up and an image of a crazed Pinocchio came to mind.<\/p>\n
Although I\u2019d prepared myself for a long stint of \u2018mindful breathing\u2019, Dr Leah is quite the seamstress \u2014 the most experienced thread-lift doctor in the UK, she tells me \u2014 and the whole procedure was completed within 20 minutes.<\/p>\n
The threads contain polylactic acid, the biologically compatible substance used in stitches and orthopaedic pins, which biodegrade and are absorbed into the body without side effects.<\/p>\n
However, before they disappear, the threads cause inflammation beneath the skin to stimulate the production of collagen, a protein you don\u2019t even notice you\u2019ve got until it\u2019s gone \u2014 or, even worse, you see your face beside your teenage daughter\u2019s.<\/p>\n
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For each Morpheus 8 needling treatment, Helen was slathered in anaesthetic cream and prescribed a 2mg dose of diazepam \u2014 what a doctor might recommend for an anxious passenger before a flight \u2014 20 minutes before\u00a0<\/p>\n
Mine now felt so tight that, once the threads had been cut, I was almost afraid to look at myself in a mirror in case I\u2019d morphed into Donatella Versace, who is no stranger to the surgeon\u2019s knife.<\/p>\n
Dr Leah was delighted with the results: she said the needle and thread had gone through my flesh \u2018like butter\u2019 (an image that made me wince), no doubt because of the collagen-boosting groundwork done by the Morpheus 8 \u2014 so I did my best to hide my initial horror when she passed me a mirror.<\/p>\n
My face was pulled so taut it was difficult to move my mouth to talk, and there were so many lumps and bumps where the threads were still visible beneath the skin. I looked more Elephant Man than hot mama.<\/p>\n
Seeing the horrified look on my face, Dr Leah reassured me that it was all due to the swelling which, together with the bruising, would go down over the next two weeks.\u00a0<\/p>\n
After that, she said, I would be \u2018delighted\u2019 with the finished lifting and smoothing results, all the way from neck to forehead.<\/p>\n
Better still, the \u2018trauma\u2019 to the flesh caused by the threads would lead to the production of even more collagen over the coming months \u2014 so I, like Benjamin Button, would appear to reverse the ageing process, while the people around me, including my poor, old husband, just get saggier and more wrinkly.<\/p>\n
I took a taxi home and noticed the driver looking at me in his rear view mirror a few times, perhaps wondering if I\u2019d been in a fight.<\/p>\n
I decided to send a photo to our family WhatsApp group, because I didn\u2019t want it to be too much of a shock when I arrived at our North London home.<\/p>\n
Of course, my husband never checks his phone, so he did his best to hide his horror as I hurriedly explained that this look was \u2018temporary\u2019 and due to swelling, and that I\u2019d \u2018look great\u2019 when it all settled down.<\/p>\n
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Helen was instantly less jowly and her jawline more visible than it had been in years after the first treatment<\/p>\n
He made a half-hearted effort to reassure me that it wasn\u2019t as bad as I thought, though our children, Daniel, 21, Isobel and 15-year-old Christian soon poured scorn on that idea as they oscillated between uncomfortable laughter and struggling to look closely at this strange new version of their mum.<\/p>\n
The colour draining from her face, Isobel tried to disguise her shock with compassion, asking tentatively: \u2018Does it hurt?\u2019<\/p>\n
I reassured her that I wasn\u2019t in pain \u2014 though, once the local anaesthetic had worn off, I did have a couple of days of needing regular paracetamol.<\/p>\n
There were even more rules to follow after the thread lift than the Morpheus 8: no alcohol for three days afterwards (nor for 48 hours before) as it thins your blood and increases the risk of bruising.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Also, no exercising, even yoga or Pilates, for five days, as it can lead to more swelling and move the threads before they\u2019ve fully embedded; and, for the same reason, no running for two weeks.<\/p>\n
I usually run three times a week, chasing a much-needed exercise high and keeping my weight around the 9st mark post-menopause.\u00a0<\/p>\n
But I don\u2019t really enjoy it \u2014 just the after-effects of managing my mood and weight. It was a relief to have an excuse not to put on my trainers.<\/p>\n
\u2018Running is the worst thing for jowls!\u2019 scolds Dr Leah, who had, after all, just gone to great lengths to tackle mine; and I\u2019m reminded that, as actress Catherine Deneuve once remarked: \u2018At a certain age you have to choose between your face and your ass\u2019.<\/p>\n
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Once the swelling and bruising had gone down three weeks after the procedure, she had no doubt that it had been worth it\u00a0<\/p>\n
Working from home meant that I could shut myself away from the world for a week, until the worst of the bruising and the facial distortions had faded.<\/p>\n
By the end of the second week, the lack of exercise and social interaction with anyone outside my house was really getting me down and I was beginning to wonder whether it had all been worth it to temporarily look a few years younger.<\/p>\n
However, three weeks after the procedure, when the swelling and bruising felt like distant memories, I was at my nephew\u2019s wedding, where I saw my extended family for the first time, and was left in no doubt that it had been.<\/p>\n
My niece insisted I looked like \u2018a twentysomething\u2019 \u2014 all right that was in just one, blurry photograph she\u2019d taken \u2014 and my sister said I looked \u2018ten years younger\u2019 and frogmarched me over for inspection by the bride\u2019s mother, who, it turned out, she had told all about my \u2018little refresh\u2019.<\/p>\n
So impressed was my sister, I think she may book in herself.<\/p>\n
Five weeks on from the procedure, in harsh lighting, I could just about see the tracks of the threads in my cheeks. But my face has continued to plump-up and my complexion, I\u2019d go as far to say, is as smooth as it was in my 30s.<\/p>\n
Meanwhile, my neck is still a bit jigglier than in my youth, but it\u2019s significantly tauter, thanks to the invisible threads hoicking it up.<\/p>\n
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Helen’s friends have been wholehearted in their praise for the final results of her treatment\u00a0<\/p>\n
While I can see a significant change when I\u2019m sitting at my dressing-table mirror, applying make-up \u2014 I no longer look quite so tired and miserable, which has the unexpected bonus of making me feel more alert and jollier.<\/p>\n
However, the most dramatic difference is evident in my side profile. I used to position myself to avoid being captured on camera side on, as all I\u2019d see in pictures was my double chin \u2014 but now, thanks to the yanking effect of the threads, it might just be my most flattering angle.<\/p>\n
Friends who saw me before everything had properly settled and told me I looked \u2018good\u2019 \u2014 though the expression in their eyes suggested otherwise \u2014 have since been wholehearted in their praise for the final results.<\/p>\n
A couple of them, despite hearing all the gory details, are themselves now looking into the treatment. More importantly, I no longer recoil in horror when I catch sight of myself during those FaceTime calls with Isobel.<\/p>\n
As her beauty blossoms, I will, inevitably, continue my decline into old age. That\u2019s fine by me. But like many midlife women, I\u2019d still like to look and feel as good as I can for as long as possible.<\/p>\n
So, was it worth it? Absolutely. Would I do it again? Yes. As with childbirth, I have a natural tendency to forget the challenges and focus entirely on the end result.<\/p>\n